I hate that I always have to be on time even if it means getting there or being ready two hours ahead. I hate that I get super annoyed when someone I’m waiting for isn’t on time. I hate that waiting for a text becomes a bigger issue than it should. I hate recognizing that… Continue reading I Hate….
If you read my last post you might already know I took a big step regarding my diagnosis of SAD. I went on my first real date, which followed by second and then third and honestly I don’t know how to explain the situation other than its different, scary and new and I’m just living… Continue reading Social Anxiety: Update
For the longest time I thought I was just a procrastinator a quality I disliked about myself but then finding out it was actually all due to my anxiety I also realize that part of me wasn’t going to change overnight. When it comes to appointments and deadlines I’m quick to get them done quickly… Continue reading Milestones
Ever feel stuck in between a lot of things? Lately I’ve hated saying my age *cough* twenty-seven*cough* to anyone and it’s not just part of my anxiety or anything like that it’s just that I don’t feel like a grown up yet. Okay maybe my anxiety and social anxiety do play a part in all… Continue reading In Between
I realise I drown myself in my own sadness and whenever the happy moments happen I take them for granted because I’ve put them in a box labeled “they won’t last”. In my mind I’ve got it use to just feeling numb to any other foreign feeling that I find is just temporary and it’s… Continue reading Another Week.
Though I’m not where I want to be (yet) I know that I want to remember me at this moment then look back hopefully a year from now and see how much I’ve changed. This probably would’ve been more appropriate a day after my birthday or on my birthday but I’m doing it now. Maybe… Continue reading Twenty-Seven
All this time I’ve been saying I want to find my happiness but in reality I have no idea what that is or will be? Happiness is different for all of us that is one thing I do know, some people find happiness in others, in their job, hobbies or just on a lazy Sunday.… Continue reading What Is Happiness?