The overwhelming confusing way of feeling both happy and sad at the same time takes such a big toll on my body I don’t know how to explain it for others to understand. I guess when I feel happy I feel guilty about it because I’m just like “how can you feel happy when you… Continue reading Don’t Worry, I’m Here.
This time last year it was a freaking nightmare just thinking back on it I still get that sick feeling in my stomach and the sadness comes flowing back into my body and soul. I look around my house and see the Christmas decorations and our lit up Christmas tree looking so beautiful in red… Continue reading Depression: Update
I hate that I always have to be on time even if it means getting there or being ready two hours ahead. I hate that I get super annoyed when someone I’m waiting for isn’t on time. I hate that waiting for a text becomes a bigger issue than it should. I hate recognizing that… Continue reading I Hate….
I’ve been having some good weeks ever since October I’ve actually done a lot of things that I swore I could never do because that’s what my social anxiety thought me through out the last two decades of my life. I’ve made changes in my daily routine and I’ve been spending a lot of time… Continue reading Real Life: Complications
Though I’ve gone through a lot of emotions and reached some goals of mine in October I don’t know why I keep waiting for it to fall apart. I’ve talked to my sister about this and I know it’s just my anxiety trying to come for me and win. Not to say I’m cured of… Continue reading Longer Days
Ever since I opened up about my SAD and depression I must say I’ve felt a bit more free from it in more ways than one. I No longer feel that shame whenever I do choose to share it with someone close to me but I still see how sometimes they still don’t get it.… Continue reading The Unknown
If you read my last post you might already know I took a big step regarding my diagnosis of SAD. I went on my first real date, which followed by second and then third and honestly I don’t know how to explain the situation other than its different, scary and new and I’m just living… Continue reading Social Anxiety: Update