So a pretty big thing happened over the weekend. Friday the 13th to be exact. I went on my first date yes I’m twenty-seven years old and up until then I’ve never actually been on a real date before, it shouldn’t be such a shocker but that’s the way the world makes it out to… Continue reading Social Anxiety: First Date
Lately I’ve put myself second in ways that I know I shouldn’t because it puts my progress if there was any at a standstill. I feel I do it on purpose at times because it gets me to not focus on myself for a minute in a twisted way that makes me happy because I’m… Continue reading I come first!
There is times I sit and think about the past, my past that is. As I sit in my room or in the living room alone with my thoughts I always tend to do that and think back about how things would have been if I had known what Social Anxiety was back when I… Continue reading The Captain Of My Fate.
I always have this debate with myself should I listen to my mind? follow my heart? My mind tells me these little lies, my heart tells me not to believe them but the way my stomach feels like it’s in knots I always end up believing my mind. Anxiety/Social Anxiety Those little lies are so… Continue reading Little Lies
I’ve been told I have a cold heart when it comes to cutting someone out of my life obviously with family is harder but I simply just shut them out. I never really thought of myself as being too cold but maybe I am in some way due to my social anxiety. The thing is… Continue reading Easy Goodbyes.
I always question why it is always so much easier for me to give advice and push someone to be great but so hard for me to do it for myself? I’ve always been that person where if I know someone is struggling I want to be there to help in any shape or form… Continue reading Easier
I believe time heals but things don’t change. I know now that one of the main disfunctions in my life is the relationship I have with my father. No matter if we get along and have moments together and we share life together and I help him so much because he and my mom help… Continue reading Years Don’t Change Anything