The overwhelming confusing way of feeling both happy and sad at the same time takes such a big toll on my body I don’t know how to explain it for others to understand. I guess when I feel happy I feel guilty about it because I’m just like “how can you feel happy when you… Continue reading Don’t Worry, I’m Here.
I’ve been having some good weeks ever since October I’ve actually done a lot of things that I swore I could never do because that’s what my social anxiety thought me through out the last two decades of my life. I’ve made changes in my daily routine and I’ve been spending a lot of time… Continue reading Real Life: Complications
Though I’ve gone through a lot of emotions and reached some goals of mine in October I don’t know why I keep waiting for it to fall apart. I’ve talked to my sister about this and I know it’s just my anxiety trying to come for me and win. Not to say I’m cured of… Continue reading Longer Days
Ever since I opened up about my SAD and depression I must say I’ve felt a bit more free from it in more ways than one. I No longer feel that shame whenever I do choose to share it with someone close to me but I still see how sometimes they still don’t get it.… Continue reading The Unknown
So a pretty big thing happened over the weekend. Friday the 13th to be exact. I went on my first date yes I’m twenty-seven years old and up until then I’ve never actually been on a real date before, it shouldn’t be such a shocker but that’s the way the world makes it out to… Continue reading Social Anxiety: First Date
Lately I’ve put myself second in ways that I know I shouldn’t because it puts my progress if there was any at a standstill. I feel I do it on purpose at times because it gets me to not focus on myself for a minute in a twisted way that makes me happy because I’m… Continue reading I come first!
There is times I sit and think about the past, my past that is. As I sit in my room or in the living room alone with my thoughts I always tend to do that and think back about how things would have been if I had known what Social Anxiety was back when I… Continue reading The Captain Of My Fate.