I know the feeling of disappointment well I’m an expert in expecting it and then letting it go because of this people classify me as strong because I don’t dwell and just move on. I don’t think they get that is not me being strong is just that I’ve learned to master the art of… Continue reading First Heartache
Today I woke up feeling very emotional with a hint of sadness I don’t know I managed to get through my morning but once the afternoon hit I just felt lonely, still feel lonely right now. This is what I’m still trying to understand and get use to about myself, emotions and mind. How I… Continue reading Sweet Creature
There is times I sit and think about the past, my past that is. As I sit in my room or in the living room alone with my thoughts I always tend to do that and think back about how things would have been if I had known what Social Anxiety was back when I… Continue reading The Captain Of My Fate.
I always have this debate with myself should I listen to my mind? follow my heart? My mind tells me these little lies, my heart tells me not to believe them but the way my stomach feels like it’s in knots I always end up believing my mind. Anxiety/Social Anxiety Those little lies are so… Continue reading Little Lies
I’ve been told I have a cold heart when it comes to cutting someone out of my life obviously with family is harder but I simply just shut them out. I never really thought of myself as being too cold but maybe I am in some way due to my social anxiety. The thing is… Continue reading Easy Goodbyes.
Ever feel stuck in between a lot of things? Lately I’ve hated saying my age *cough* twenty-seven*cough* to anyone and it’s not just part of my anxiety or anything like that it’s just that I don’t feel like a grown up yet. Okay maybe my anxiety and social anxiety do play a part in all… Continue reading In Between
I realise I drown myself in my own sadness and whenever the happy moments happen I take them for granted because I’ve put them in a box labeled “they won’t last”. In my mind I’ve got it use to just feeling numb to any other foreign feeling that I find is just temporary and it’s… Continue reading Another Week.