I’ve been told I have a cold heart when it comes to cutting someone out of my life obviously with family is harder but I simply just shut them out. I never really thought of myself as being too cold but maybe I am in some way due to my social anxiety. The thing is… Continue reading Easy Goodbyes.
I always question why it is always so much easier for me to give advice and push someone to be great but so hard for me to do it for myself? I’ve always been that person where if I know someone is struggling I want to be there to help in any shape or form… Continue reading Easier
For the longest time I thought I was just a procrastinator a quality I disliked about myself but then finding out it was actually all due to my anxiety I also realize that part of me wasn’t going to change overnight. When it comes to appointments and deadlines I’m quick to get them done quickly… Continue reading Milestones
Ever feel stuck in between a lot of things? Lately I’ve hated saying my age *cough* twenty-seven*cough* to anyone and it’s not just part of my anxiety or anything like that it’s just that I don’t feel like a grown up yet. Okay maybe my anxiety and social anxiety do play a part in all… Continue reading In Between
I believe time heals but things don’t change. I know now that one of the main disfunctions in my life is the relationship I have with my father. No matter if we get along and have moments together and we share life together and I help him so much because he and my mom help… Continue reading Years Don’t Change Anything
Have you ever found yourself sitting in a room full of people finding a seat furthest away from everyone else to avoid trying to make eye-contact with anyone and just keep your eyes on your phone? I always try not to draw attention to myself. I hate waiting rooms when they are full because I… Continue reading Overthinker
Hello again whoever it is reading this thank you for taking the time it has been a while. I’ve literally got so much on my mind and plate at times that I feel like I’m going crazy but I can’t stop to take a breather or if I do I just want to lay down… Continue reading Pretending.