I always get praise for having such a good long term memory I can remember things from a long time ago with great detail. A compliment I suppose? but really I just have my social anxiety disorder to thank for this “quality” of mine. Half of the time I remember them because really I cannot… Continue reading Misunderstood
Today I woke up feeling very emotional with a hint of sadness I don’t know I managed to get through my morning but once the afternoon hit I just felt lonely, still feel lonely right now. This is what I’m still trying to understand and get use to about myself, emotions and mind. How I… Continue reading Sweet Creature
There is times I sit and think about the past, my past that is. As I sit in my room or in the living room alone with my thoughts I always tend to do that and think back about how things would have been if I had known what Social Anxiety was back when I… Continue reading The Captain Of My Fate.
I always have this debate with myself should I listen to my mind? follow my heart? My mind tells me these little lies, my heart tells me not to believe them but the way my stomach feels like it’s in knots I always end up believing my mind. Anxiety/Social Anxiety Those little lies are so… Continue reading Little Lies
I’ve been told I have a cold heart when it comes to cutting someone out of my life obviously with family is harder but I simply just shut them out. I never really thought of myself as being too cold but maybe I am in some way due to my social anxiety. The thing is… Continue reading Easy Goodbyes.
I always question why it is always so much easier for me to give advice and push someone to be great but so hard for me to do it for myself? I’ve always been that person where if I know someone is struggling I want to be there to help in any shape or form… Continue reading Easier
For the longest time I thought I was just a procrastinator a quality I disliked about myself but then finding out it was actually all due to my anxiety I also realize that part of me wasn’t going to change overnight. When it comes to appointments and deadlines I’m quick to get them done quickly… Continue reading Milestones